Ray J expressed suicidal ideas on Monday (July 1). The polarizing singer posted a regarding message on Instagram Tales a day after his altercation with Zeus Community CEO Lemuel Plummer at a BET Awards afterparty.
“I’m actually at a breakin level!” Ray J wrote. “To offer for my household and have generational wealth was at all times the plan. However cash is evil and persons are dangerous and I can’t take it anymore! These chain of reactions are stemming from being locked in a false actuality / confused about this entire life!”
He continued, “The s### that occurred tonight to me on the awards at this time was hurtful. I’m working backstage after which I’m going take a break within the again and BET wouldn’t let me again in for some purpose. I don’t know who they didn’t need me to see. It was bizarre. Anyway, I left and went again to silence my frustrations, flashing again to my on a regular basis considered my life. The reality that’s given is a LIE!”
Ray J introduced he was leaving the U.S. and explicitly mentioned he was feeling suicidal. The fact TV character claimed he accepted “soiled cash” and regretted it.
“I’m on my means in another country,” he wrote. “The s### that’s taking place is mind-blowing. It’s making me suicidal and uncomfortable with the notion of actuality! THEY PAID ME TO SHUT UP AND I DID! I FEEL BAD AND I HATE MYSELF FOR IT! I DON’T WANT ANYMORE OF YOUR DIRTY MONEY!!”
Ray J’s put up steered he tried suicide up to now. He apologized to his sister Brandy.
“Proper after I die .. I promise you I shall be [free] of all of it and the world can transfer on with what’s actual for me irrespective of the results I’ve to face on the opposite facet!!” he wrote. “I TRIED TO DO IT FOR REAL LAST TIME!”
In case you or somebody you realize is fighting suicidal ideas, name or textual content 988 to succeed in the Suicide & Disaster Lifeline.
